Places I Used to Know
I walk through old houses like a ghost
trying to find rest
I tiptoe through Nana’s rose-covered
condo with the kumquat trees in back
I whisk about the family lake house
where we caught frogs by the creek
I roam my summer camp and all it's
stones and stairs and forbidden passages
I find sleep in places I used to know
I find sleep in places I no longer can go
I roam the halls of my cluttered and
creative third floor design studio
I wander through each wallpapered room
in Grandma's brown house on the hill
I pick myself up and put myself back
into my pink childhood bedroom
I find sleep in places I used to know
I find sleep in places I no longer can go
I walk through past spaces like a ghost
in my endeavors for rest
Sleepyhead
I don't want to dream about you
anymore.
It was nice, at first.
Nostalgic, comfortable.
But being so close,
night after night,
brings a little too much
loneliness back to a place
I was sure I’d since filled.
Nearly half my years
since I've seen you,
but you're still familiar,
up in my sleepy head.
You should go. Or stay.
You don't feel far either way.